My name presides in shabby conformation

I take a few steps but then
Fail to find the strength to face them
Spank i feel a hand on my bum
I turn to shriek but
Words do not come out of my mouth
Words have always failed me
I cover my body in thick robes
For the world i live in
Slurs at women who express their womenhood
I wore a bum short and they called me isifebe
I wore thick robes and still got raped
K anti what is a women to do around here
No body sees my tears
I cry alone and slit my wrists while doing it
But unfortunately i do not die
But the pain is enough to fuel my desire for vengeance
Then saturday comes and my mom
Begs me to come to church with
But why would i do that
Because god has failed me
I pray in silence and hope
My prayers are good enough to be answered
I hope these tears i cry will
Form the ocean you will drown in
I hope you choke on my tears
And taste the saltiness of my hatred



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